Yeah, it’s true, a lot of things suck. They can and do get better though. I have a partner with BPD. They’ve been through a LOT of rough times, but they’re now very loved and they enjoy their current job and have plenty of friends who care about and support them.
Therapy helps and sometimes, the world isn’t always an absolute dick to everyone forever. Life changes and the world revolves and people find each other.
I hope you find your people too and a place where you can feel a little less shitty. :)
Edit: if you’re feeling THAT shitty maybe consider reaching out to your local suicide hotline? People like that can help.
If a worker co-op based society erased it’s competition and formed a monopoly co-op run for the benefit of workers, is that not just a communist managed economy at that point with the monopoly playing the role of the state before erasing itself?