i encounter this when having a severe case of blue balls. feels like i need to go to the toilet, but i dont. also cumming doesnt immediatly help in this state, for me it gets a little worse and then better after a while.

but maybe its something totally different

Is OP even here anymore?

Sounds like you’re on a good path. Good luck to you!

For me just enjoying my hobbies did the trick. You get to know a lot of like minded people that way. Not necessarily dating partners, but thats also the point.

Dating is hard, so you don’t have to be hard on yourself.

For me, expectations were mostly standing in my way to have a healthy dating live, so make of that what you will ^^

My ex had crazy wide hips, never exercised, but was so tight it hurt us both.

Maybe what you’re saying is still true generally, just wanted to throw my experience out there.

Anal. passive, active, I don’t care

Any recommendations for horse cock dildos? (Dog too I guess, if anyone is interested)